Surrender

Lately I’ve been doing a lot of thinking. As an adult, I have realized and accepted that life doesn’t always look exactly like I dreamed it would when I was a kid. And you know what? It’s totally okay.

My Bible Study is studying the book Restless by Jennie Allen (love her studies — do one if you get a chance!). The name of the book describes something I have always struggled with. Many times I find I am restless in life — yearning for more and not having enough patience to just wait. With my type A personality, I am a planner and I like to know things in advance. Hence why sometimes waiting isn’t my strong suit! Don’t get me wrong, restlessness isn’t always a bad thing, as long as it’s kept in check and it’s driving you towards a deeper relationship with God.

In this study we each choose a question each week to answer. This week in my question was “What is God asking of you?” Right away I knew the answer. It was a word that quickly popped into my head, and one I knew I couldn’t ignore. Surrender. So powerful, so easy to say, yet so incredibly difficult to do.

Like many of us at one time or another, I have undergone many unpredictable life changes in the past few years, and with these changes I find that it’s harder and harder to sometimes be palms up and surrender it to God. The plans I had are gone, and the future seems a little more uncertain. Anyone else feel this way? I know that God is in control, but these life changes have been heartbreaking and completely out of my hands to change the circumstances.

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In the midst of life happening, it’s easy to get caught up in the pain and difficulties. And in turn, sometimes I feel like I have forgotten how to dream. I’ve always been a dreamer, a go getter and a big picture thinker. My dreams don’t look the same as they used to three years ago. But that doesn’t mean I can’t dream! It just means my dreams look a little different, and I have learned to fully embrace my new dreams as God takes me on an exciting journey.

In my heart I know that God knows. God knows. He has a plan, already knows what is going to happen tomorrow and has good planned for my future. Although it’s tough for me, I am going to keep working on surrendering. Giving it all to God because He commands us to “Be still, and know that I am God; I will be exalted among the nations, I will be exalted in the earth.” (Psalm 46:10, NIV)

And for me, that’s more than enough.

How do you surrender and give up control to God?

Angela

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Iowa girl who grew up on a farm but loves the city. Obsessed with shopping, shoes and all things sparkly. Foodie, Hawkeye fan and passionate about making our world a better place.

Posted on May 23, 2014, in General and tagged , , , . Bookmark the permalink. 2 Comments.

  1. I love this post! I’ve never thought of it this way in terms of my relationship with God, but I am often in this “flux” where I’m restless, and can’t wait for the next thing. I know it’s silly – if you want the next thing too much, and are always waiting, it’s hard to be truly present – but I struggle with it nonetheless. I need to learn to let go, and know that things will happen when they need to.

    I’ll check out the book. Thanks for sharing!

    • Thank you, Alex! So glad you enjoyed the post. I share my heart on my blog in hopes that it will help someone else, and it sounds like this time it did just that. Grateful! I completely understand the “flux” of feeling restless, and I am really working on feeling content and living palms up. I know God’s plan is so much better than mine, but it’s hard to give up the control! Definitely check out the book. I guarantee you will love it!

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